IchigoXXRukia

I'm not one for writing many journal entries, but after what's happened in my personal life I feel sharing this may help quell my sadness a bit. Last night, my family's tea cup chihuahua, Tiko, passed away due to heart failure. We'd originally brought her in due to irregular breathing patterns and a tremble in her body, and for a time I felt maybe things would turn out okay. She had some phenomena, but the vet said they could help clear that up, however, he also stated she had an enlarged heart; a supposed common trait on small dogs. So, I went to bed thinking I'd see her again, but that wouldn't be the case. At 11:30 A.M my parents got back

So yesterday I went to the doctor for a yearly check up, and while there they weighed me. It was them I learned that I had lost 50 pounds in one month. I originally only exercised one time per day, but after a few days I began going for two, then three. I also went farther, first it was half a mile, then a mile, then a mile and a half each time. Today I added an extra half mile. Thanks to this, I have more determination than ever to change.

As most of you may or may not know, I'm not exactly in the best of shape. In fact if you were to ever see me you would think I'd have some health issue, thankfully not, and over the past year I've been very lazy when it came to exercising and eating healthier, but no more. Starting last weekend I decided I've had enough of this misshapen body of mine, and decided to start right then and there instead of waiting 'till the beginning of next year. So what I've taught my body to do is to resist any sweet snacks between breakfast, lunch, and dinner. At for the three, small portions with either water or tea. Soft drinks will be severely limited, an